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I want to achieve my goals and be successful, and find whatever I'm searching for, whatever is just there beyond the horizon, nothing that's ordinary, but extraordinary. I want my vision to be fulfilled in this lifetime, and I want to find love with a perfect mate. I need to understand myself completely. I have to believe that when I leave this earth, at least I pray, that I can join the Lord God in heaven above, when this life of mine ends.
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I've noticed that I haven't got many comments on this blog. I get many more on my other blog. It's at thoughts.com/karikaiba/blog. I'm trying to get comments here, as well, though I don't know how to go about it. I'm going to enter a poetry contest today, see if I can't win some money to pay off bills. It would surely come in handy. Maybe I could even go on a shopping spree for me and Sephiro, my son. I would buy him some clothes and toys, probably even a new sippy cup. If anyone has any ideas on how I could go about getting any and more comments on this blog, let me know. I'm open to any and all advice.
Angela
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Well, I figure the time is ripe again for me to enter another poetry contest, this time with some prize money involved, if possible. I need some cash to pay the American School $555.00 for homeschool. That has to be paid before I can get my highschool diploma...I honestly have no idea how I'm going to pay it.
I've got more than 100 things in my 100 things list...didn't know...
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 Midnight Terror
 

Chapter One: Ritual Summoning-Sharing My Soul
During my midnight ritual, I attempt to summon a spiritual man...Seto Kaiba. I don't expect it to work. I expand my chakra all around me until it's visible, glowing in various colors, while I concentrate on my love. All of a sudden from my chakra comes the shape of a naked man. Blue eyes penetrate the darkness in my room, glowing cobalt. Brown hair adorns the head of my love. He's smiling. This is no illusion.
"Angela, help me..."
Even as he speaks these words, blood starts pouring from his heart. He doesn't fall, but move towards me. Tears fall down my face as I stand to embrace him, my chakra disappearing as it is no longer needed since his spirit is manifested in this world, not an extension of me, but an individual spirit. He holds me as I do him. His blood covers me, batheing me in the crimson essence that used to keep my love alive. He's dying, right in my arms...I can't fight the pain that's practically engulfing my very spirit...I kmow the instant he falls, I will fall with him. If he dies, there will be no reason for me to live.
"What am I supposed to do...Seto?" I ask him.
"Kiss me...restore the life you stole from me when you broke my heart."
He lowers his lips to mine, I raise my mouth to accept his kiss, intending to heal his injury while wondering how I could have broken his heart...but our lips never touch. It's as if there's some physical barrier preventing us from kissing.
"I can't kiss you...Seto..."
"Your love for me is not strong enough."
"Yes it it," I argue.
"Apparently not."
"How can I prove it to you?"
"Give me your soul," he says, leaning against me for support. "Share your spiritual form with me so that I may visit you daily. If you can do that, then your love is strong enough."
"Seto, my soul..." I say slowly.
"Give it to me," he urges. "If you want me to live. Could you live as a whole spirit while knowing that you had a chance to be with me?"
"Never, Seto," I whisper. "Never."
"This is your chance," Seto says. "Your only chance. If you truly love me, and you truly want to be with me for the rest of eternity, surrender your soul now...or watch me die in your arms even though you know the only way to save me lies in your soul."
Do I really want him that much? Yes.
"Seto Kaiba, I surrender my soul to you."
"You've made a wise choice, my love. Now nothing will prevent us from being together."
My soul begins to fuse with Seto's spiritual essence..all at once... a vortex opens in my room, a swirling mass of cobalt blue light that exudes magnificent energy...we are sucked into a seemingly endless void...and like that, we are one.
We come out of the dimensional void as one soul. It feels ethereal...supernatural but special in a way I can't really describe.
Seto separates from me physically. He's still naked, though he's not bleeding anymore...thankfully. I'm so glad he didn't die, but at what cost? What problem have I created by sharing my soul with him?
"You have created no problem, my love," Seto says softly. "This is what you've always wanted. Are you not happy with the decision you've made?"
It takes me awhile to realize that tears are still falling down my face, not tears of fear for Seto's life, but tears of happiness. He's finally real. I never thought this day would be possible.
"Of course I am. You are all I've ever wanted and needed Seto. I love you."
"I love you, too, Angela. Now we truly are one."

Chapter Two: Family Or Love
The next day I wake up feeling peaceful, a calm so enchanting, something I've never experienced before...a feeling of happiness that threatens to send me back to the dream I had just willingly left. Before my soul-sharing with Seto, my heart would've never allowed me to wake from a dream as perfect as the one that occured. Here it goes in full detail. Here's where the story gets, if it wasn't enough already, interesting.
It all started with a rose...a white, sweet-smelling flower...I could actually smell it...that's never happened before in a dream. The scent of the flower proved to me that my life has changed completely. What with Seto's soul and the close, spiritual connection that I now feel with him, I have enhancements I never before believed possible. My mind can think clearer, I've seen true psychic visions, I don't feel the fear and misery that used to cling to my heart like emotional leeches, feeding on my happiness to satisfy thier hunger, I feel more confident, stronger, wiser, but most of all are the changes of my subconscious mind...never before have my dreams been so enriching...fulfilling in a way I've wanted but have never had the delight of enjoying...until now...everything in my life from this day forward...will be nothing like it used to be. Something tells me I'll be just fine with these new changes. I can handle it, I'm sure. With Seto by my side, I can do anything.
I look over at Seto. He's sleeping on my bed, hair spilled carelessly all over his gorgeous face, but placed in just the right areas to get a reaction out of me. He's holding me, a strong grip coming from him despite the fact that he's asleep. We had made love in that dream last night, and as I sit here watching Seto sleep in my bed, I feel like I want him now. I've waited forever for this. I can't wait any longer. I must have him now.
The sun has yet to come up...so the rest of my family is asleep. I can feel the desire in me growing like a dangerous flame...but what could be so dangerous about love for a man like Seto Kaiba? He's sleeping so soundly...I don't want to wake him, but I want him so much. Almost as if he can sense my need, his hands move between my legs...he starts rubbing my softness...a smile comes to his face. That same hand moves up to grip and squeeze my breast. Just now, I realize that I am naked. Seto must have removed my clothes sometime during the night. Not that I mind. He must have wanted us to wake up naked in one another's arms...just to get something started. He certainly has. I want him so much, so much my heart hurts.
All of a sudden, Seto's eyes open...ooh...those sexy, cobalt blue eyes. He still looks tired, but he woke up as if sensing the pain in me.
"Seto, are you okay?"
"Just a little sleepy...I was up half the night watching you...keeping you safe from nightmares."
He's so thoughtful. His voice makes me happy...and turns me on. For the longest, I watched Seto on television as he grew from a teenager to the man that he is now...but then he was a cartoon, now he's a flesh and blood man...a man that I crave with a desire deeper than anything I've ever felt before in my entire life.
"Seto, I need you."
"Make love to me," Seto says seductively. "If you want."
"Like I've told you before...I've wanted you since I was sixteen years old."
I climb into Seto's lap, placing my breasts against his chest as I lean over him.
"Angela...you're sure about this? You don't want to wait?"
"Seto, I've done enough waiting. I want you now."
"Good. I'm happy you feel that way...because I want you, too. So much. This separation because of reality and fiction has been as hard for me as it has for you."
I look deep into his blue eyes.
"Seto, I still can't believe you're real. I've never thought this was possible. Dreamed it sure, but I thought it would take years of work to bring you to life."
"Aren't you glad you never gave up on loving me?"
"So glad, Seto."
"I love you."
"I love you, too."
I bring my lips down to his. We kiss, slowly at first and then a little quicker as our tongues engage. Seto runs his hands along my hips, then grabs my butt so that he can place my center against his hard erection. He's very nicely proportioned body feels just right under mine. Seto's manly body has sexy muscles. His face is gorgeous, his shoulders broad, his chest warriorlike, his abs like six stones placed in perfect alignment, his biceps like well defined mechanisms that were created for the purpose of holding me, his hands, with their longs fingers but nicely built for touching and caressing, his hips are slim, his legs powerful, and most of all his erection. For a man his size, you'd not expect him to be as huge as he is, but he is strong. I guess my stories, fantasies, and dreams had not done him justice. Sure, I've always pictured him as a volcanic lover and a passionate partner in lovemaking in our sexy scenes, but I didn' t know he was this... well, full and hard. His hardness is solid... like steel, but not cold in the slightest. It's hot and fiery and full of raw, high-strung, vigorous masculinity. Seto is a real man, in every sense of the word.
"Angela..." Seto rasps against my lips. "Your parents will be awake in about an hour. We don't have enough time for all the things I want to do with you."
"We've got enough time to begin making love, even if we have to finish tonight. Don't worry about my family. I can handle them. If they don't believe me, well then, who cares? I summoned you, you're here with me, and like I've always said, if I ever found a way to make you real and bring you to this world, that I wouldn't let anything stop us fron being together. I promised you, Seto. I wholeheartedly meant that, and I intend to keep my promise."
"You're so dedicated to me...I thank you for never giving up on us. You loved me with all your heart, and you still do, and now, after all this time, the waiting, the anticipation, we can finally be together."
Seto and I kiss again, our lips joining us as we try to give each other a message that cannot be expressed with words, but with pure, loving, full, deep, flatout lovemaking. Our tongues collide in a fusion of saliva, mingling the natural sweetness of Seto's tempting tongue with mine. Our kiss rages on for about seven minutes before we break apart, moaning against each other so loudly, I'm surprised to figure out that my parents can't hear us. If we got caught like this, naked and in each other's arms, I'd be in trouble. Sure, I'm grown and can make my own decisions, and this is something I've wanted for two years now, but still, it's not like I'm living on my own yet. Seto looks me in the eyes deeply.
"Angela, it's time."
"Yes," I say softly. "It is."
I lift myself up on my knees in Seto's lap. Our eyes connect in the same moment I move a hand between his legs to caress his hardness. It's so magnificent, just like the man who wields it. He's always amazed me quite easily, what with his brilliance, skills, and talents, but now I can show him how much I love him. Now we are free to be together, not bound by dreams and fantasies but free to indulge in the real pleasure that occurs when two people in love make love for the first time.
"Do you like the way I look?" Seto asks me heatedly. "I daresay my body will fit in yours perfectly. What do you think?"
"I think you are absolutely right, my love."
"I will cause your body to explode from the inside. I'll pump you...over and over...little bubbles of pleasure inside you will pop...overwashing your body with my endless love...then, as our climax begins, and I spill my powerful seed inside of you, you'll know the true meaning of the words "eternal love." By the time our lovemaking commences, you will belong to me completely."
"I already belong to you, Seto."
"I know...but this time, like in your stories and fantasies about us...I truly will be in every part of your mind, heart, body, and soul."
"I throughly look forward to that."
Seto takes my hand in his and kisses it sweetly. He then surprises me by taking both of my hands and moving them down to his erection. I gasp as I feel his hardness under my fingertips. He's very virile, turning me on just like this. When he moves his hands away, I don't move mine. I explore him, massaging in certain spots, squeezing in others. I caress him softly, then move down between his legs on my knees. I take him in my mouth and hungrily suck him. He tastes so good. I can't get enough. I move my lips and tongue over him more and more with each passing second. He responds by arching his hips upward and moaning into the silence of my room. I'm so shocked that no one has heard us. We're so loud. Oh, well. The longer this experience lasts, the better I'll feel.
I continue to suck Seto. He, after a few minutes, begins to say my name.
"Angela...Angela..."
I get turned on by hearing his voice. A few more minutes go by.
"Enough...let's join now," Seto rasps.
"I agree."
I raise myself over him and place my legs on either side of his thighs. His erection teases the hairs on my center. Seto grabs my hips and lowers me onto his hardness in one complete thrust. I cry out in ecstasy.
"Oh, Seto!"
"Sweetheart, quiet," Seto murmurs, groaning himself. "You're going to get us in trouble."
"Sorry, baby, but you feel so good."
"As do you, my love."
I begin to move my hips as Seto pulls me off of him, then lowers me quickly back onto him. I bite my lip to keep myself from letting the noises of pure bliss bypass my lips; they so desperately want to flood out...to show Seto just how much I am loving this experience. I guess he realizes, though.
"Angela, why are you crying?"
I put a hand up to my face, and find it wet. I'm crying. I didn't realize he made me that happy.
"You're too good, Seto."
"That's what you always used to say to my picture," he says as he reaches a hand up to my face to dry my tears.
We keep moving with each other. After fifteen minutes, I hear people moving in the next room. Oh, no. It's my parents. I'm in so much trouble.
I climb off of Seto's lap and out of my bed. I pull my clothes on. Seto does likewise with his.
"Seto, you've got to leave."
"Not unless you come with me."
"I can't... all of my things are here...the computer, my stories, poems, journals, and the pictures I've drawn of you. I can't just leave all of that behind."
"You said you loved me...that you'd do anything to be with me, and now that I'm here in this world, you're ready to give all of that up just because you have some material things in this world. I guess you don't love me as much as you claim to."
"Seto...my family...I just can't abandon them."
"We'll return one day."
"Seto...I can't leave."
"Then I'll leave. Goodbye, Angela."
"Seto," I plead. "Don't go. I'll come with you."
We leave my home and family behind as we walk out into the dark street, only clasping each other's hands, unaware of the future that is to come, but we'll face it together. I'll return home one day, when Seto and I figure out our destiny...together. For now, we must discover how it feels to be in love and on the run. I can't begin to imagine the things we'll go through. I don't know where we're going, how we're going to get there, or even what's going to happen when we do, but I know that we can get through absolutely anything.

Chapter 3: In The Forest With Seto Kaiba-Stormy Weather
Seto and I continue walking. To where? We don't have a clue, but we do know that whereever it is, we'll be there together.
"We've got to find some place to sleep," Seto tells me.
He's been holding my hand ever since we left home. Everytime we disconnect from each other, it feels weird, like we are going to die. I guess that's part of the after effects of summoning him and sharing my soul. We weren't meant to be apart. I guess our union finally has proved that to the rest of humanity.
We walk into a forest.
"Well, looks like here is a good a place as any. Tomorrow, we'll get jobs," Seto says, leading me into a clearing.
I look around at all the trees and wonder where on earth we're going to sleep.
All of a sudden, Seto grabs me from behind. He embraces me and holds me tightly. I fall against his arms.
"I never want to let you go," he says softly. "We've both waited so long for this."
"Yes, for what seems like forever."
I turn around and face Seto.
"I regretted this earlier, but now I know it was all worth it. You are worth it, Seto. I know that what I'm doing is the right thing. I've always said that I'd give everything up to be with you, and now I have. I've sacrificed my old life for you. Now, I've got to trust you to help me create a new one," I whisper, looking up into his blue eyes.
"I will," he promises. "I'll never let you down. I love you, sweetheart."
"I love you too, Seto."
"I wasn't finished with you earlier," Seto says deviously.
"Nor I with you my love," I say heatedly.
"The clothes. Lose them, or I'll have to help you lose them," Kaiba says anxiously.
"That sounds like a threat," I say, winking at him.
"Precisely what I intended it to be."
"I think I need your help, Seto..."
He wastes no time in freeing me of my clothing. Not that I mind...
"You devilish man," I say accusingly. "Somebody could be watching us, which means right now someone could be looking at me."
"If anyone besides me is looking at you right now, I'll make sure they find an early grave. That, my love, is a threat."
"You're jealous."
"As I have every right to be. You are my woman, which means that I am the only man who should be beholding your beauty," Seto says, looking over my body with his eager, searching gaze. "Besides, soon, you'll have a chance to be jealous as well."
"What do you mean?" I ask him, my heart beating quickly from his fiery looks.
"Well, just as soon as I'm as bare as you, there very well could be someone other than you looking at me."
Seto strips himself down. I see his arousal has done nothing but increase. He's harder then he was in my room. What a man... he truly is amazing.
"We are destined, you know," Seto says, approaching me with that sexy strut. "Let me make love to you tonight, and I promise, in the morning, our life will start a new. You've got to trust me when I say this to you: I'll keep you safe. You can always depend on me."
"I do believe you. I could never refuse your request to make love to me. Not after all this waiting," I say, looking up at him, blushing.
"I love you so much, sweetheart."
"I love you too, Seto."
We embrace then. He holds me tightly. I hold him, too.
"You are all I've ever wanted, Seto."
"I know. I'm glad you finally got the courage up to summon me. If you hadn't, I wouldn't even be here now."
"Yes. I never gave up."
"Let's dance like we did in that one story."
"There's no music."
"We'll make our own. Just move with me. Adapt to my rhythm," Seto says suavely.
"Okay, Seto."
We dance then, creating our own music. It's like a fairytale, magical in it's own proportion. Soon, out of nowhere, music started playing. It was a beautiful violin piece full of wonder and delight.

Chapter 4: His Love
It's raining...we're under the make-shift tent...Seto's on top of me...about to make love to me. His flesh is rigid. As he moves to suck my breast, his flesh inches into me, bit by bit, making me cry out. Seto enters me with one thrust.
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